she amazes me

i almost cried. a rock that is jagged but smooth in the right places. a true beauty both inside and out. was recently voted president of the house by the family (me included).

i almost lost her. not again. her illnesses concern me in so many ways. perspective should not take such against. the kids would not be the same with out her. i would not be the same. she has shown me what it is to be loved and how to give.

i did not deserve this. over a week of tension and illness. it's so hard when she is down with illness. the kids suffer and so do i. my suffering is being an ass  (will be discussed later). but she quickly settled and brought me to love.

photo: michael newhouse
black night with moon